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Happy Halloween 🎃

I'm gonna try this again. I had a series of blog posts back in August but the subject wasn't really something I wanted to focus on, and was moreso just me venting about family issues. If you were there to read it, just know I've distanced myself a *lot* from the situation. Out of everyone in in my family, my sister's the one I trust the most at this point.

Since then I started going to college again, so that's kind of why I've been less active. I've met some cool people so far, and I'm slowly building a network of people again, both irl and in online spaces, which is nice. Though I really wish I could feel comfortable being openly out as trans. Like I never really cared about gender to begin with, but I hate when assumptions are made about me and my identity, purely based off of my physical features. This happens moreso in IRL spaces than anything. It's also weird being slightly older in a community college with kids out of high school, but I think it's actually giving me more perspective of what they deal with nowadays. Not to mention that being a system adds an extra layer of fuckiness to existing, in general. That being said, college in 2024 is insane. My music homework have been jpegs. I've been doing my homework in mspaint.

Hm... what else? I've been talking to some people in online spaces, though I learned I should be more cautious about who I surround myself with recently... I made a friend in music class... I got a new glasses presription (and contacts) and I can see everything clearly now 👁👁.

I just finished my midterm for a 12-week science class. It's fairly simple, just biology for some science credits, but the classes themselves are pretty dense and lecture-heavy and there's two labs every session... Every week, we come in and take a written quiz that covers the previous week's topics and those tend to Get people, me included. I genuinely thought she was an easy grader despite everything, but after talking to people it seems most people don't actually agree. IDK.

Oh! And currently!! I am experiencing Arkham Shadows brainrot. I can't play it. But I wish I could. I'll have to make do with lets plays for now. 😭

Until next time :)