Hey there. I'm still kickin', and have been busy with another semester of classes. I actually hadn't noticed those very flattering comments on my guestbook (I rarely check it nowadays) but it's nice seeing people have an overall positive experience visiting this site! It's actually very motivating. I want to talk more/bring forth more modes of communication to talk perhaps, like a public email or something, but that's mortifying and scary.

Sometimes I struggle to find a central purpose for this site, though, like I see with other sites-- like pertaining to gardening or some singular theme or something-- but for me it's really it's just to... behold things? I guess that's what most sites are for. I just want someone to leave with something meaningful. The current state of the internet has been kind of a nightmare, and I think people should see that there's other avenues for using the internet, other than mainstream social media.

In other news? I've been incredibly invested in someone I've been talking to, for several months now. Enamored even. I love him so much.. He's brilliant, creative, stunning and talking to him is so... easy. It's like finding someone I didn't realize I was looking for to begin with. 💚 Words don't always do these feelings justice and I'd like to retain his privacy, but he's a beacon of light, to me.

Insomnia still plagues me. My home-life could be better, but it's... tolerable. And I've accepted the circumstances for what they are, so now I can act accordingly.

In addition to this:

If ain't nobody got me...? I sure as FUCK know the (US) government ain't got me either. It is in Shambles. But I have me. I got this. :-) I'm finding comfort in the fact that I don't really have a choice in this.

Until next time.